Every system is different. This blog is about our system, and how it works.

Monday, 14 September 2020

Labyrinth Clan: Host

Last updated: 09 March 2021 9:00am
Reason for update: To add sub-rank Assistant 
One who updated: Bunny

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Host Rank are those who have a direct connection to the body, in some way or another.

Bunny Is a female human, her outward appearance does not change. Bunny is how the body looks. 

Below are the names of the Sub-Rank: Assistant in our system, listed in alphabetical order. This is not the order that they became known in our system. Assistants solely assist with host. 

Kistune Is male, and has the appearance of a human body, with fox ears and a fox tail. Sometimes his ears and tails change colour, other than that, his appearance stays the same. 

Twins
Koi-seng Is male, stands at 6'7, his skin looks like an orange and red spot koi fish. His hair and eyes match his skin colouring.

Nishikigoi Is male, stands at 6' 7, his skin looks like a black spot koi fish. His hair and eyes match his skin colouring. 

Labyrinth Clan: Architect

Last updated: 17 September 2020: 9:25am (BST)
Reason for update: To add a member of this Rank
One who updated: Bunny

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Those of Architect Rank, are responsible for designing our system. They are the ones who created our system, they are the ones who put everything into place. There are three of this Rank, and they are all male.

Kravros stands at 8ft 7 tall, he has the appearance of wearing a full length black robe, it has symbols on in it that glow in various colours. His face is hidden, it looks like black smoke, his hands are the same. 

Qing-jā stands at 8ft 7 tall, he has the appearance of wearing a full length dark red robe, it has symbols on it that glows in various colours. His face is hidden, it looks like dark red smoke, his hands are the same.

Cy'chan stands at 8ft 7 tall, he has the appearance of wearing a full length turquoise robe, it has symbols on it that glows in various colours. His face is hidden, it looks like turquoise smoke, his hands are the same.

Friday, 3 January 2020

Labyrinth Clan: Lynk

Last updated:
Reason for update: Wrote original post
One who updated: Bunny
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Those who are of Lynk Rank are of a certain species. They are a dino-demon hybrid. Meaning they are part dinosaur and part demon. They have a direct link to the system core in our system.

Elephant. He stands at 9ft and is heavily built. He has the body of a demon, but the eyes, external spine and tail of a Stegosaurus. His skin is also green coloured.

Tiger. He stands at 9ft 2 and is heavily built. He has the body of a demon, but the eyes, external spikes and tail of an Ankylosaurus. His skin is dark brown and light sand coloured.

Marsupial. He stands at 9ft and is heavily built. He has the body of a demon, but the eyes, external horns, collar frill and tail of a Triceratops.

Monday, 30 December 2019

Labyrinth Clan: Semi-Guardians

Last updated:
Reason for update: Wrote original post
One who updated: Bunny
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Semi-Guardians in our system are a like a cross between Guardians and Protectors in our system. All are male. Some talk, some do not. Height wise they vary between 7ft 3 and 8ft 3. They are well built, some wear masquerade masks, others do not.

Below are the names of the Guardians in our system, listed in alphabetical order. This is not the order that they became known in our system.

Dé'san
Valiant
Violet Blue

Twins
Diamond and Sapphire Twin Orcs. Diamond is Albino and Sapphire is light-mid blue. They stand at 8ft 2 are heavily built. 

Friday, 27 December 2019

We are the Silent Ones

(written by an alter)


We are the Silent Ones
The Ones that do not Speak
The Ones that watch and observe
The Ones that have no need to say a Word

We are the Silent Ones
The Ones that do not Speak
The Ones that Protect
The Ones that have no need to say anything.


We are the Silent Ones
The Ones that do not Speak
The Ones that watch and observe
The Ones that Protect

-Fortitude

Reflections 1

Sometimes living with Dissociative Identity Disorder is difficult, to say the least. But... but when I was diagnosed and it was explained to me what it was, suddenly everything made sense. The best way I can describe it is like this, before I was a jigsaw puzzle with missing pieces, the diagnosis, inserted those missing pieces and made the jigsaw puzzle complete. In a way made me complete, I know that sounds corny, but, well, it is the best wording I could think of.

I always thought there was something different about me, that I was not like other people. My brain worked differently from others, the thought process was different, EVERYTHING was different. And...yes, then all of a sudden it made sense.

Of course I would be different, of course I would think differently. Dissociative Identity Disorder means this, and SO much more. My alters, when they take over, think differently to me, so this makes sense. They, my alters, are a part of me, and I am a part of them. Yet they are their own identities, in their own right. Yes, I am aware it does sound confusing, but it is confusing. I am, myself, still getting grips with it all.

 -Bunny

The aftermath of a formal dx

I got my formal dx in mid October 2019.  Things have changed for me and my alters, but in a positive way.

We have become more aware of each other. We are also more open to each other. I think safe to say that the formal dx, gave us all validation.
I am understanding my alters more, they are understanding me more and they are understanding each other more. We are more open with each other which is good.

It is like getting a formal dx, turned on a switch inside. Those that were hidden or quiet to me anyway, have become less hidden and are talking more. Alters that were not keen to come forward, are now coming forward.
This is good, as it is creating a harmony for us all. Things are also changing on the inside, but it's good. They are good changes, changes that will benefit all of us.

I feel a lot more confident in me, in who I am. I feel more relaxed in me, if that makes sense?

- Bunny